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1.
THE ONLY WAY THAT I KNOW THAT I'VE BEEN SLEEPING IS WHEN I AWAKEN TO THE TASTE OF BROKEN TEETH I DON'T KNOW HOW TO BREAK THIS CYCLE THE VOID GROWS WIDER EVERY DAY I DON'T EAT I DON'T SPEAK I DON'T KNOW WHAT KEEPS ME GOING THEN I FIND MYSELF SURROUNDED BY PEOPLE THAT I DON'T TRUST AGORAPHOBIC TENDENCIES BROUGHT ON BY SNAKES AND COWARDS THERE'S NO ONE TO BLAME IT'S JUST THE WAY THINGS ARE YOU'RE ON YOUR OWN BETTER GET USED TO IT CANT HIDE THE DISAPPOINTMENT ON MY FACE OR IGNORE THE SINKING IN MY CHEST LET DOWN AND LIED TO BY PEOPLE I TRUSTED GRITTING MY TEETH ISN'T ENOUGH WHEN THE ONLY WAY I KNOW THAT I'VE BEEN SLEEPING IS WHEN I WAKEN TO THE TASTE OF BROKEN TEETH NOW MY MINDS A MESS THE GLASS IS LESS THAN HALF EMPTY THE PILLS ARE MORE THAN HALF GONE AND I DON'T FEEL ANY BETTER
2.
PEOPLE DROWN IN TRADITION IF IT FAVOURS THEM CLING TO YOUR BANNERS FUCK THE REST CUT OUT THE SILHOUETTES CUT OUT THE SILHOUETTES THAT DON'T MATCH AND IN SPITE OF IMPLIED PROGRESS THERE'S NEVER BEEN A DARKER AGE VILIFY YOUR FUCKING NEIGHBOURS JUST CAUSE THEY DON'T LOOK THE SAME CALL IT WHAT YOU WANT YOU'RE STILL RACIST SCUM XENOPHOBIA DISGUISED AS CULTURE FUCK EVERY NATIONALIST.
3.
SIN WE PROTECT A PALACE THAT WAS BUILT ON RUINED LIVES CRUSADES AND MOLESTATION IMPLORE THE POOR AND ROB THEM BLIND DON'T MAKE THEM PAY TAXES LET THEM FUCK OUR CHILDREN'S MINDS WELL I HAVE A FREIND, THAT THEY DON'T LIKE OH I HAVE A FRIEND THAT THEY DON'T LIKE BENEATH THE HATEFUL GAZE OF THE PIOUS THEY LOOKED AT HER WITH FEAR AND SAID THAT SHE'LL DESTROY THE WORLD SHRIEKING ABOUT SIN AND SHAME QUOTING EVERY WORD TIE HER TO A CROSS AND LIGHT A FIRE BENEATH HER FEET BREAK THE SIXTH COMMANDMENT CANT FORGIVE SEXUALITY OH I HAVE A FRIEND THAT THEY DON'T LIKE SIN SHAME REPENT REPEAT WHEN LEFT TO THEIR OWN DEVICES THE RIGHTEOUS BECAME SCUM ONLY HEATHENS CAN SAVE US.
4.
I WENT TO SCHOOL I GOT A JOB I MET A GIRL I WATCHED TV I THOUGHT ABOUT MY LIFE I STILL WANT TO KILL MYSELF DEATH TO THE EVERYMAN SELF FULFILLING WASTE OF SPACE SPEW FORTH ANOTHER FUCKING CHILD THAT THE WORLD NEVER WANTED STOP BREEDING AND SO EACH DAY BLENDS INTO THE NEXT AS EVERYBODY BLENDS IN TO EACH OTHER IN A DESPERATE ATTEMPT TO FIND MEANING THAT COULDN'T HAVE AMOUNTED TO LESS KEEP KILLING EACH OTHER KEEP DESTROYING THE EARTH KEEP MULTIPLYING YOU MAKE ME FUCKING SICK I WAS BORN I WASTED TIME I MADE NO DIFFERENCE I LIVED I GUESS I THOUGHT ABOUT MY LIFE I STILL WANT TO KILL MYSELF STOP BREEDING.
5.
GOD KNOWS I DON'T WANT TO FEEL LIKE THIS WE EXCHANGE SMILES BUT THE CONNECTION THAT YOU FEEL IS JUST A COPING MECHANISM JUST CAMOUFLAGE THAT THREW YOU OFF AND IT'S NOT YOU IT'S THAT I'M NOT HUMAN EVERY DAY WEIGHS HEAVY ON MY SHOULDERS AND NEW HANDS FEEL COLDER THAN I REMEMBER DOWNWARD SPIRAL IS TOO LIGHT OF A TERM IM FALLING LIKE A FUCKING BRICK AND IM SORRY I DIDN'T RESPOND TO YOUR CALLS BUT SEE THE THING IS I'M TOO DETACHED TO FUCKING CARE GOD KNOWS I DON'T WANT TO FEEL LIKE THIS YOU WANT TO HELP BUT I KNOW I'LL LET YOU DOWN IM TOO DETACHED TO FUCKING CARE.
6.
I'M SNKING, I'M WORTHLESS, AIMLESS AND FLAILING A BITTER CONFUSED WASTE OF SPACE STUMBLING FORWARD OUT OF HABIT AND SEARCHING FOR MOTIVATION THAT JUST ISN'T THERE I CAN'T SHAKE FEELING NOTHING WELL THE DAYS THEY STILL PASS AND THEY STILL MOCK ME WITH THE NOTHING THAT I'LL DO I'M ANGRY AND WORN OUT, SOME CYCLES ARE ENDLESS I KNOW THAT I JUST MAKE IT WORSE BUT AT THE END OF THE DAY WELL THE DAY FUCKING ENDS AND IT'S EASIER JUST TO FORGET SO HEAD DOWN AND ONWARDS AND HOPE AGAINST HOPE THAT THIS NIGHTMARE WILL STOP ON ITS OWN THE VOICES IN MY HEAD AND THE GHOSTS IN MY PAST SHOW NO SIGNS OF SLOWING DOWN SO WHAT IS THE POINT I FIND MYSELF ASKING AS ANSWERS REMAIN IN THE DARK BUT TRYING'S A HABIT NOT EASILY BROKEN I'LL FIGURE IT OUT IN THE END I CAN'T SHAKE FEELING NOTHING SO WHAT CHOICE DO I HAVE BUT TO SEE WHERE THIS ROAD TAKES ME AND HOPE FOR QUIET AND HOPE FOR ANYTHING ANYTHING ELSE.
7.
MY DOCTOR ONCE ASKED ME WHAT I THOUGH ABOUT MYSELF AND I LAUGH ABOUT IT STILL CAUSE IF THE ANSWER WASN'T SCUM WOULD I BE HERE DEMANDING PILLS? I USED TO FEEL IMPORTANT I USED TO HAVE IDEALS I USED TO ACT WITH PURPOSE I USED TO BE SOMEONE
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COMMON CREATURES BURDENED BY LIFE DROWNING IN WALLS THAT THEY FOUGHT TO BUILD IN A PIT THAT THEY DUG FOR THEMSELVES THEY'LL CRUSH EACH OTHER TRYING TO CLIMB OUT THERE'S NO GETTING OUT I ENVY HARD WORKERS DRONES AND THE FULLS BRIGHT EYED WASTES OF BONES HOPEFUL AND AMBITIOUS WHO EXIST WITHOUT CONSCIENCE BEYOND VAGUE MORAL TROPES BUT FOR THOSE OF US WHO EXIST IN THE WAKE OF GOOD INTENTIONS WHAT MOTIVATES US WHAT MOTIVATES THE NIHILISTS THE CYNICS AND THE MONSTERS THE MONSTERS YOU PAINTED US AS I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOUR WORLD I BARELY CARE ABOUT MY OWN I'VE GOT A BAD ATTITUDE? WELL YOU HAVE TOXIC IDEAS AND THE POWER TO SEE THEM REALISED AND I JUST CAN'T LIVE WITH THAT I'M DIRECTIONLESS AND DRIFTING? YOU'RE THE ONE MOVING WITH THE TIDE WHILE I DRAG MY FEET YOU'RE THE EMBODIMENT OF THE NIGHTMARE WE'RE ALL HEADED FOR YOU'RE THE BEGINNING OF THE END.
10.
WE WERE BORN LOW SCOWLS AND DISTRUST BRED INTO US AND ALREADY IN THE SHADOW OF THE NOTHING THAT WE'LL BECOME AND ALL THE PLACES WE CAN'T REACH I'VE SEEN THE FUTURE IT DOESN'T GET BETTER I'VE SEEN THE FUTURE WHERE IT'S HEADED WE DON'T FIT SO IN THE FACE OF OVERWHELMING ODDS AGAINST US AS COMMON PEOPLE AS COMMON FUCKING PEOPLE HOW DO WE PERSIST? SO WHERE THE FUCK DO WE GO FROM HERE SEVEN BILLION OF US THAT DON'T MEASURE UP THEY DREW THE DIVIDES IN TRIPLICATE YOU DIDN'T SIGN BUT CONSENT WAS IMPLIED AND YOU'VE GOT DIRTY BLOOD THIS IS A FAMILY BUSINESS AND WE'RE NOT THEM AND THEY'RE NOT US NO THEY'RE NOT US WOULDN'T SAY IM OPTIMISTIC DOESN'T MEAN I'VE GIVEN UP WOULDN'T SAY IM OPTIMISTIC THAT'S NEVER STOPPED ME BEFORE.
11.
SABOTEUR 02:47
I WRECKED MY OWN HOME WITH LACK OF CONSIDERATION I WRECKED MY OWN HOME WITH LACK OF INTEREST AND ATTENTION A POORLY WRITTEN SCRIPT PASSED DOWN FOR GENERATIONS MADE UP OF GOOD INTENTIONS THAT NEITHER OF US FELT ALL FOR FEAR OF THE UNKNOWN AND ALL THE INSECURITIES WE WILL NEVER FACE WELL IT ALL EQUATES TO LIVING HELL TRAPPED IN MEDIOCRITY TOO SAFE TO BREAK AWAY FROM A DANCE WITH STEPS THAT NEVER CHANGE A HORID BLEND OF DAYS THAT STRETCH INTO THE INFINITE POORLY WRITTEN SCRIPT PASSED DOWN FOR GENERATIONS INHERITED SURVIVORS GUILT TO TRAP US IN EXISTANCE ALL FOR FEAR OF THE UNKNOWN I WRECKED MY OWN HOME IT WAS NOTHING I'D EVER WANTED.
12.
HOLLOW 03:57
LIGHT BREAKS ON HANGING HEADS EVERY MOMENT CONSCIOUS IS A HELL I CANT ESCAPE I'VE BURIED DEEP SHIT I CAN'T FACE DROWNED IT WITH DRUGS AND I'VE LOCKED IT AWAY EACH TIME I RELAPSE THE VOICES GET LOUDER AND I START BELIEVING THE SHIT THAT THEY SAY TIME SPENT ON REFLECTION BECOMES HARDER TO BARE I'VE PLAYED THIS GAME THIS GAME OF PRESERVATION MY WHOLE LIFE I'VE BURIED DEEP SHIT I CAN'T FACE RUN FROM THE TRUTH AND LET FEAR CONTROL ME AND IN SPITE OF MY EFFORTS ALL MY THOUGHTS ARE POISON HOPE HAS LEFT ME FOR DEAD BEHIND THESE RIBS THERE'S NOTHING BUT THE CRUSHING WEIGHT OF FAILURE AND REGRET BEHIND THESE RIBS THERE'S NOTHING.

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Recorded by Mike Deslandes
Mastered by Brad Boatright
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TH HW WP HC VA / 2012 - ONE OF US DIES

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released January 19, 2018

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